Monday, January 2, 2012
Farewell Grandma H
I didn't love her enough to share the gospel with her. I know she heard it at least once, at a church service when Aunt Viva and Uncle Melvin were celebrating their 50th anniversary. Probably many more times than that. But I was angry at her. For not being kind to me. For always making me feel not good enough, worthless, judged. The child with the son-in-law she didn't like either. So though I could have--and almost did on Sunday, though she was too delirious to even know what was happening--I didn't. So as far as I know, she is not in Heaven with Jesus right now. And I don't want to think about the rest.
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oh Cynthia isn't it helpful to know God is just and He is good and He loves you no matter what. He loves your family way more than you can even imagine and He loved your Grandma too, Hang on to the truth of that.
i am just now reading this. my heart hurts for you. Things like this are hard. I love you, my dear friend!
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